Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Monday, December 10, 2007

Monday, December 3, 2007

Red red wine and Jenny


So this and worse happends if you put me in a room with crazy good music ( it actually can be the worse but trust me I make it good), a bottle of red wine and a camera! This pic and worse was taken last weekend.Oh my I had so much fun, I can not believe how drunk I got, which doesn't take much. We were having a few friends over while they were all socialising in the living room, me and Candice had our own party in my office. Silly drunk girl talk, she was whining about how much she misses her ex, and I was just complaining about how i'll prob. won't get married until I in my late 30's with the paste that I am going haha!

Good times, I ended up taking the worst pics of myself as you can see here, and while walking to the car I noticed that I wore my fuck me pumps lol which are the fucking hottest shoes I have ( and I have a lot) and highest ones, and yes they have their name for a reason!



















Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Do you love me?

He needs her more than anything right now
But she’s not there
He remembers her words:
I love you babe
Tell me you love me too
I will always be there for you
Tell me you love me too
I will always love you
He says: would you love to run away
But have no one to run to?
Do you cry and shiver because that’s the fact?
Do my questions bother you?
She says: No not anymore
But I can remember how it feels
He says: we apparently don’t feel the same today
She says: I am so scared to feel that way again
He asked himself if it’s the correct answer,
To kill himself, but her first
He decided not to
Asked himself,
Why she did all this,
If she knew everything
Hoping for a miracle
Hoping for a miracle…..and dies
Should he ask himself,
Why she lied to him?
Why she let him run into the open knife?
Should he hope that she is going to suffer, just like him?
Shouldn’t you hope that some kind of hope
Will be offered to him?
So he won’t turn into your nightmare just because he believed her,
When she said that she loved him
Is she happy?
Is he delirious?
Are you?
Both?
He wants to know in his desperation;
Why did you want me to tell you that I love you?
Why didn’t you warn me?
Are you happy now?
Did you want this to happen?
Please tell me!
Why did you lie?
Don’t you have any compassion?
She doesn’t answer
The only thing he hears is the echo of her words
I love you babe…..
Then she asks: Do you want to talk?
He says: No!
I want my damn answer
If that’s all you can give me
She asks: Can I talk to you?
And says: I LOVE you but I am not happy
And asks: What did I lie about?
He says: That you will always love me, and you’ll always be there
She says: I am – the best I can
I LOVE YOU BABE…….
J.W

Monday, November 19, 2007

Duh when it comes to turkey day

So I am siting @ the switchboard today, when the p.a of my boss came in to chat with me. All we really talk about is fashion. She asked me what I was doing for the holidays and I told her that i was doing some volunteering work this year. She was surprised to hear that, of course stuck up rich person who could care less. I told her that Thanksgiving has no meaning for me because we don't celebrate it in Germany. So this ditsy thing seemed quite surprised. " You don't celebrate Thanksgiving???" No idiot, so I actually had to explain her why americans celebrate it. That was an absolut blonde moment. I have noticed it a lot they americans have no clue why they celebrate Thanksgiving, all they know of is the fat turkey they are going to eat.
I find it very amusing that people have no idea of their own country's history!

When you are sleeping

I want to be close to you
At night time when you are sleeping
I want to be close to you
I am awake when you are sleeping

Nothing needs as much protection as you
In the darkness of this world
I will need to get guardians
Because a dark empire has surrounded us

And nothing needs as much time as protection
Because you barely find it
That’s the reason you are dreaming that somebody is protecting you
But it’s only a dream
But I want to be protection for you
At day and at night
Because an eternal light is protecting me
And it told me so


Nobody brings light into the day
That is so dark
And you dared to live
Because it is right
But nothing needs as much protection
Please believe me
And I am calling an army of angles
That will only take care of you

I want to be close to you
At night time when you are sleeping
J.W

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Monday, November 12, 2007