It's finally here

So yes, the day has finally arrived, I am going to see my Maddis in about 3 hours!!!! Right now I am @ JFK, it is so packed here. Usually I love being @ airports, but i don't feel the same @ this one, maybe it's the terminal. Oh my last night I had about the best experience ever. I had went to the pool right after work, since it was so hot out. After swimming a few laps, the had made an announcement, that we all have to get out due to a storm. BS the storm came about 3 hours later. It started drizzling, so I decided to go and park my car. It had cooled of so i put on a windbreaker over my bikini and a mini. Driving to the lot it started poring like crazy. I decided to take of my flip flops since they got really slipperey and started 2 run. OMG that was such an awesome feeling. It quite is a run from the lot to my apt. It felt so good running in the warm rain. I must of looked quite silly, I had to take my hair elastic out, because it was to big, and my pony would of ust bothered me running. Plus I have 2 say I HATE running, but that was the ficking best feeling, specially running through the warm puddles.

We are boarding now, time to go!!!!!

You say goodbye, I say hello

Blair Hands Over to Brown
The long years of frustration are finally over as Gordon Brown takes over as British prime minister on Wednesday. But the world's attention is still focused on Tony Blair, who is now expected to be appointed as special envoy to the Middle East.

May 10, 2007: He told his supporters in his Sedgefield constituency: "I think that's long enough, not only for me, but also for the country, and sometimes the only way you conquer the pull of power is to set it down."

He had to handle a lot of difficult situations, from Princess Diana's death to the terrorist attacks in the U.K but he did a good job protecting his country. It might sound a bit corny but I am happy to say that I was at Downing street 10 while Mr. Blair was in office.

Mein Respekt Herr Tony Blair!

What's a gurl to do???

So, last night after work me and Missy stopped at D&D’s to get some coffee before going to class
Yes I can’t believe it myself, but I started drinking coffee 3 weeks ago, and I LOVE it!!!!
Anyway, once I was sitting in my car again I saw Missy making those weird hand signs, trying to explain me that her key won’t turn in the ignition. So we tried wiggling they key around and turning the wheel. Didn’t work!!!! It got closer to six and the beginning of our class, we already knew then we wouldn’t make it. Since nothing seemed to work I called AAA, and they were goi8ng to send a lock smith. Yesterday must have been the hottest and most humid day ever. We were just relaxing in the car, feeling out sweat drops just rolling down on us. I have never been this hot before, NEVER! Time was going by, and no sign from Mr. Lock Smith. Finally at around 9.30 he arrived, just to mention we have been in that lot since 5.20 p.m. What really pissed me off is that no one would asked if we needed help, they would just stare! What’s wrong with people??? Or maybe we are just 2 nice, because I know for sure, although I probably couldn’t off done anything I would off offered my help. Anyway Mr. LOCK SMITH to the rescue!!!! Check out Missy below in the video, hehe.....

Under pressure

Sometimes when way to many things come together, I feel pressured. I guess that is normal, but I need to find a balance in life......

If everything......

If everything would be different
Would everything really change then?

If the sky would be the ocean
Would I swim between the clouds?
If the ocean would be a field of flowers
Would I drown in flowers?
If the flowers would be the language of my world
Would I only speak through flowers?

If everything would be so different
Would I be happy all by myself then?
Would this emptiness be gone then?
I don’t think so!

If the sky would be the ocean
Would I want to swim WITH YOU between the clouds?
If the ocean would be a field of flowers
Would I want to drown WITH YOU in those flowers?
If the flowers would be the language of our world
Would I only want to talk to you through flowers?
I DON’T THINK SO!
J.W

High tide

This last Sunday was the most relaxing Sunday I have had in a long long time. Me and two of my good friends went down to the jersey shore. I have to say the morning didn’t start all that well but at the end no one really cared about it.
We went to a really nice beach, not too many crazy and weird people there, as you would see at a lot of other beaches!
We had a blast, chilling in our bikinis, drinking a bit, listening to music, playing frisby and floating in the water. I was sitting there and wishing I was home, so I could just take of my top, so I wouldn’t get ugly tan lines. But you’ll probably get arrested for doing that here.
Gee it was so beautiful and peaceful it just gave me a little taste of what I’ll be expecting in the next 4 days when I am in the Bahamas. At 3.48 the high tide came in. You felt it getting quite windy and the waves were coming in even bigger than before. Actually there were barely any before, that why we were floating in the water. I was thinking to myself, all those days that I have been a beach bum, where does all the water come from at high tide.
The beaches that I am used to from home at the north sea are totally different. You have to go mud walking for a while until you get out to the water when it’s low tide.
So I was sitting there and thinking, probably really stupid but I have never thought about it before. So I had to google it this morning. Very interesting, it’s all about the gravitation attraction of the moon, the sun and how the earth is turning.
Of course we had to go back into the water, although the wind was freezing cold I thought. Missy was way to tipsy, and the waves were quite big, haha it was awesome. She looked at me and said. “Jen your nipples are ready, take them out of the oven” LOL I never heard that before, but they sure were I was freezing and so were they!!!
Before we left I was just sitting by the water meditating for about an hour. It was just way to beautiful, seeing the sun going dow, and listening to the sound of the ocean.

When you are asleep

When you are sleeping next to me
I forget about my tiredness
And just want to watch you
I am looking at your face
And catch myself
The signs of your dreams
Sometimes you are smiling
Are you dreaming about me?
I would do anything
To be there for you right now in your dream
Just to make them come true tomorrow

J.W

How I love this one!!!!!!

Sometimes people come into your life and
you know right away that they were meant to be there...
to serve some sort of purpose,
teach you a lesson or help figure out who you
are or who you want to become. You never know who these
people may be but when you lock eyes with them, you know
that every moment that you are with them,
they will affect your life in some
profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may
seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize
that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never
realized your potential, strength, will power or heart.
Everything happens for a reason!
Nothing happens by chance or by means of
good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true
greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of
your soul. Without these small tests, life would
be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet affect your life. The successes and
downfalls that you experience can create who you are,
and the bad experiences can be learned from....
In fact, they are probably the most poignant and
important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you
or breaks your heart, forgive them because they
have helped you learn about trust and the
importance of being cautious to whom you open your
heart to. If someone loves you,
love them back unconditionally, not only because
they love you, but because they are teaching you to
love and open your heart and eyes to little things.
MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT!
Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you
possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to
people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let
yourself fall in love, even if it doesn't seem right because you are
too young or too far, just follow your heart. Surround yourself with those
who make you smile, laugh, and make you happy.
Break free and set your sights high. Hold
your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a
great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in
yourself, no one else will believe in you.
Create your own life then let go and live it!

What an amazing morning with Skunk Anasie and Placebo!!!!!

World naked bike ride day

To bad I don't have a bike, lol.....