It's finally here

So yes, the day has finally arrived, I am going to see my Maddis in about 3 hours!!!! Right now I am @ JFK, it is so packed here. Usually I love being @ airports, but i don't feel the same @ this one, maybe it's the terminal. Oh my last night I had about the best experience ever. I had went to the pool right after work, since it was so hot out. After swimming a few laps, the had made an announcement, that we all have to get out due to a storm. BS the storm came about 3 hours later. It started drizzling, so I decided to go and park my car. It had cooled of so i put on a windbreaker over my bikini and a mini. Driving to the lot it started poring like crazy. I decided to take of my flip flops since they got really slipperey and started 2 run. OMG that was such an awesome feeling. It quite is a run from the lot to my apt. It felt so good running in the warm rain. I must of looked quite silly, I had to take my hair elastic out, because it was to big, and my pony would of ust bothered me running. Plus I have 2 say I HATE running, but that was the ficking best feeling, specially running through the warm puddles.

We are boarding now, time to go!!!!!

You say goodbye, I say hello

Blair Hands Over to Brown
The long years of frustration are finally over as Gordon Brown takes over as British prime minister on Wednesday. But the world's attention is still focused on Tony Blair, who is now expected to be appointed as special envoy to the Middle East.

May 10, 2007: He told his supporters in his Sedgefield constituency: "I think that's long enough, not only for me, but also for the country, and sometimes the only way you conquer the pull of power is to set it down."

He had to handle a lot of difficult situations, from Princess Diana's death to the terrorist attacks in the U.K but he did a good job protecting his country. It might sound a bit corny but I am happy to say that I was at Downing street 10 while Mr. Blair was in office.

Mein Respekt Herr Tony Blair!

What's a gurl to do???

So, last night after work me and Missy stopped at D&D’s to get some coffee before going to class
Yes I can’t believe it myself, but I started drinking coffee 3 weeks ago, and I LOVE it!!!!
Anyway, once I was sitting in my car again I saw Missy making those weird hand signs, trying to explain me that her key won’t turn in the ignition. So we tried wiggling they key around and turning the wheel. Didn’t work!!!! It got closer to six and the beginning of our class, we already knew then we wouldn’t make it. Since nothing seemed to work I called AAA, and they were goi8ng to send a lock smith. Yesterday must have been the hottest and most humid day ever. We were just relaxing in the car, feeling out sweat drops just rolling down on us. I have never been this hot before, NEVER! Time was going by, and no sign from Mr. Lock Smith. Finally at around 9.30 he arrived, just to mention we have been in that lot since 5.20 p.m. What really pissed me off is that no one would asked if we needed help, they would just stare! What’s wrong with people??? Or maybe we are just 2 nice, because I know for sure, although I probably couldn’t off done anything I would off offered my help. Anyway Mr. LOCK SMITH to the rescue!!!! Check out Missy below in the video, hehe.....

Under pressure

Sometimes when way to many things come together, I feel pressured. I guess that is normal, but I need to find a balance in life......

If everything......

If everything would be different
Would everything really change then?

If the sky would be the ocean
Would I swim between the clouds?
If the ocean would be a field of flowers
Would I drown in flowers?
If the flowers would be the language of my world
Would I only speak through flowers?

If everything would be so different
Would I be happy all by myself then?
Would this emptiness be gone then?
I don’t think so!

If the sky would be the ocean
Would I want to swim WITH YOU between the clouds?
If the ocean would be a field of flowers
Would I want to drown WITH YOU in those flowers?
If the flowers would be the language of our world
Would I only want to talk to you through flowers?
I DON’T THINK SO!
J.W

High tide

This last Sunday was the most relaxing Sunday I have had in a long long time. Me and two of my good friends went down to the jersey shore. I have to say the morning didn’t start all that well but at the end no one really cared about it.
We went to a really nice beach, not too many crazy and weird people there, as you would see at a lot of other beaches!
We had a blast, chilling in our bikinis, drinking a bit, listening to music, playing frisby and floating in the water. I was sitting there and wishing I was home, so I could just take of my top, so I wouldn’t get ugly tan lines. But you’ll probably get arrested for doing that here.
Gee it was so beautiful and peaceful it just gave me a little taste of what I’ll be expecting in the next 4 days when I am in the Bahamas. At 3.48 the high tide came in. You felt it getting quite windy and the waves were coming in even bigger than before. Actually there were barely any before, that why we were floating in the water. I was thinking to myself, all those days that I have been a beach bum, where does all the water come from at high tide.
The beaches that I am used to from home at the north sea are totally different. You have to go mud walking for a while until you get out to the water when it’s low tide.
So I was sitting there and thinking, probably really stupid but I have never thought about it before. So I had to google it this morning. Very interesting, it’s all about the gravitation attraction of the moon, the sun and how the earth is turning.
Of course we had to go back into the water, although the wind was freezing cold I thought. Missy was way to tipsy, and the waves were quite big, haha it was awesome. She looked at me and said. “Jen your nipples are ready, take them out of the oven” LOL I never heard that before, but they sure were I was freezing and so were they!!!
Before we left I was just sitting by the water meditating for about an hour. It was just way to beautiful, seeing the sun going dow, and listening to the sound of the ocean.

When you are asleep

When you are sleeping next to me
I forget about my tiredness
And just want to watch you
I am looking at your face
And catch myself
The signs of your dreams
Sometimes you are smiling
Are you dreaming about me?
I would do anything
To be there for you right now in your dream
Just to make them come true tomorrow

J.W

How I love this one!!!!!!

Sometimes people come into your life and
you know right away that they were meant to be there...
to serve some sort of purpose,
teach you a lesson or help figure out who you
are or who you want to become. You never know who these
people may be but when you lock eyes with them, you know
that every moment that you are with them,
they will affect your life in some
profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may
seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize
that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never
realized your potential, strength, will power or heart.
Everything happens for a reason!
Nothing happens by chance or by means of
good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true
greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of
your soul. Without these small tests, life would
be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet affect your life. The successes and
downfalls that you experience can create who you are,
and the bad experiences can be learned from....
In fact, they are probably the most poignant and
important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you
or breaks your heart, forgive them because they
have helped you learn about trust and the
importance of being cautious to whom you open your
heart to. If someone loves you,
love them back unconditionally, not only because
they love you, but because they are teaching you to
love and open your heart and eyes to little things.
MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT!
Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you
possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to
people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let
yourself fall in love, even if it doesn't seem right because you are
too young or too far, just follow your heart. Surround yourself with those
who make you smile, laugh, and make you happy.
Break free and set your sights high. Hold
your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a
great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in
yourself, no one else will believe in you.
Create your own life then let go and live it!

What an amazing morning with Skunk Anasie and Placebo!!!!!

World naked bike ride day

To bad I don't have a bike, lol.....

A bit mellow

So the last few days I have been feeling a bit mellow. I guess it's from the experience i went through the last few days, plus my living situations. Oh how I hate it at this point. I just want to live by myslef again. But that will def. happen in the next 2 months, I am not going to put up with my horrible room mate anymore! I guess all this makes me feel a bit mellow, although it shouldn't pull me down, I just need some energy again. And I have to say that my friends are a really good support for me right now, love you!!!!It's actually not that bad, I just seem to over react at times, hehe.It is almost summer, the weather has been beautiful. I wake up in the mornings and hear the birds singing. I love it not to think about how many layers of clothing I am going to put on now a days, just put on a skirt and a tank top and you are good to go. Driving in Betsey with some nice relaxing music is always fun. Summertime, who knows how it'll be in about 15 years with the climate change. I remember last week when I was at Penn Station waiting for a taxi. I was talking to this french woman. I had complimented her on her eye glasses, which really have been the nicest glasses I have seen. We started talking about die Schweiz ( Switzerland) and the Alps, and how the enternity glaciers are melting. Only 65% are left of it. That is crazy I think, this is a place where no matter what season it is, there is snow. Everything is changing.I received a sms from my best friend Fredrick yesterday. He is a very talented and professional basketball player in Germany. He has gotten so many offers for the NBA already, but still is in Germany, because school comes first! He left our hometown 1 year before I left, so that makes it almost 7 years. He played for the best teams in Germany. So now I got a smsm last night, him telling me that he got a really good offer from a team that is next to our hometown. We would always see each other when we go home for x-mas, and after a few days we can't wait to leave again. But in a way I do understand why he is going back, although I couldn't.I was just thinking about it this morning driving in my car listening to Corinne Balley Rae. How beautiful it would be driving on a road somewhere around where my parents live. The summer is the most beautiful season in Germany I think. Everything is blooming, the fields are so green and yellow,going to the beach or beautiful lakes. We would always sit in the garden and relax. Or being somewhere in the south of France, maybe close to the Cote d'zur, oh how beautiful would that be. The country is so beautiful there, going for walks, having some cheese and red wine, oh how badly I want to go now. But no, I am stuck in New Jersey for now, LOL.I wish I would have more vacation days, or just finally be done with my plan over here, so I can go to the U.K but that will happen sooner that i can think, since time is flying by.

Wake up

Have you ever had a really bad day, that it's that bad, that you honeslty think you are in a trance, and hope to awake any minute out of your bad dream? I had one of those moments the last 2 days. A lot of BS happened at work, plus some phycho freak has been harassing me for about 1 week. Everything just blew up on friday and yesterday. People really have to start loving themselves more and APRECIATE what they have. Because of jealousy we had drama at work, and because of jealousy or whatever this freak was bothering me. Come on what is wrong with them. I am really starting to dislike people. That really is crazy coming from me. Me , who is always being walked all over because I am too nice. I am not saying that I won't be but I will keep a lot of that to myslef. A lot of people are just plain messed up. They care way too much, trying to impress other people with some BS, and being jealous of what other people can do, have so on and on. This crazy phycho actually posted a picture of me on a web page telling people i was seriously ill,I mean come on what's wrong with you??? There are a lot of crazy people out there, but me being a victim of that, wow I would of never pictured that!So yes thank god I finally woke up 2day while being at the pool. Don't let people bring you down, it is not worth the time, they are all just HATERS!

Classic

I don't think that there is 1 german person that hasn't seen this movie or heard the song!

Beauty

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. It means something different to every one of us. Beauty is all over no matter where you go, if it's the beauty in people, nature, art, animals, music it is all around you. When it comes to people I mostly pay attention to their beauty that comes from inside. Gee I so didn't with my ex. I went to a BBQ/pool party yesterday, where he also was invited too. I was so surprised about the way he appeared to me. Looks wise he is a very handsome person, but he just seemed so ugly to me. The way he is and mostly was to me, makes him so ugly! So I was sitting there, thinking the whole time, how on earth was I attracted to an asshole like you BRANDON???? I just had to bring this up, because for me he was a beautiful person in and outside, if only for 1 year out of our 4 year relationship. I am so happy that I am somewhere else in my life now.

Good old times with Brian!

Maybe it is not that bad

Since it was my day off, I decided to meet up with this weightloss group on 29th and 5th ave. I had told my pops and he was laughing calling me silly, and that I'll be the smallest person there. Haha indeed I was. It was interesting, but also scarry listening to those women. So there I was thinking I had a problem???? Those girls def. have an eating disorder and most of them are in therapy. When we were leaving this girl told me, Jen you have a verry nice body and I think you are skinny and then she said, you have a body that attracts hispanic and black males. Oh well, thank you but first of all I do not want to attract that kind of guys and second I do not think I am skinny at all. It doesn't matter what other people think, it's what you think. I am a size 6, but I was way smaller b4, and I know I can get there again. So girls if you want me in this group or not, I'll be there!!!

Fuck yeah!!!

So I decided to do a little bit more with my friends again. I went to a concert in Central park last night to see Joss Stone and Common. After work I rushed home, 2 get out of my work clothes and gop onto the train. It was really hot yesterday, and sticky so there was no need to put on make-up. Getting into the city i noticed that I 4got my jacket, so I went to my favorite swedish store H&M. OMG those idiots were so slow at the register. Seriously instad of taking costumers they were chatting with each other. After 25 min, ant this is the truth it was finally my turn. That biatch did not even say sorry about the wait, actually she was the 1 that gave me an attitude!

After that I had to run, grab a cap and headed uptown.

I met my friend Melissa. It was a really nice evening, and thank god it didn't start 2 rain.

I don't really know why I am saying this, but there were so many beautiful people around me, and a lot of multiracial couples. I am not a big Joss Stone or Comoon fan, but Common was amazing. He had so much energy. Joss Stone said 1 thing that got stuck in my head. Fuck yeah people LIVE, and have a good time!

When I was drinking some wine I remebered that I didn't eat anything the whole day. Wow so of course that went staight 2 my head. I was looking for something in my purse when this guy behind me said, that I should look to my left. P.Didd or whatever he calls hmself was right next 2 me. Gee a few girls started to scream, and he walked of. He came back a few min. later and waved! He looked like a shy little boy. We had a good time, dancing and singing. After that we hung out on the up. east. I was a bit tired because I had a really busy week.

I was sitting on the subway, and felt so calm, and relaxed, a funny feeling came over me.

My weekend started of really good, to bad I don't have a new camera yet, I would of taken some pics.

The soul with heart

The Soul, the metaphysical principle of life
Imagined as life strength or support
But this is the way I see it

The Soul with heart
You are flying passed me and I can feel you
Just want you with me
I know that you feel it deep inside
Because all of this brings us closer

The soul is like the sunset and the moon
And also like a vacation and the sound of the ocean
The Soul is like the universe, depth and the ocean
It is orange, red, purple and sometimes blue

Can you see it too?
Can you see how the soul looks like?
The Soul is like the revelation of your heart
Understanding out of spite the pain

The soul is like love and safety
You can see it when it is hurt
The soul is like knowing you are close to me
It took me in and touched me

Can you see it too?

J.W

One of those days

I woke up with a headache, my car almost ran out of gas. I am not really in workind mode 2day. I got stopped my a police officer for seatbelt check, and I am soooo tired. LOL but I still feel amazing!!! All this crap does not bother me 2day. All because of the song below. I started listening to it last night after class. This morning while dancing in my undies 2 it, in the car and in my office right now!You've got to press it on you.......la la la

I am there for you

When you are mad and angry
Because nothing makes sense
When it seems like the sun is starting to rain
I am already going to be there for you

When you can’t sleep at night
Because you feel lonely
When nobody is holding you
And you wished you were on a different planet
I am there for you
No matter how you feel

Even if the world goes mad
Whenever you need me
I am there for you
I care about you, what else can I do for you?

When you don’t know where to go
And don’t understand anything
Smoke way too many cigarettes
Because you need someone to talk to
I am there for you

When your nerves are being eaten up
For some reason nothing happens
Your head is on a rollercoaster
Please come and talk to me

I won’t give you any smart advises
I will just listen
And leave you alone
I am going to show you love
And if your reflection in the mirror is cruel to you
Everything is against you, and you don’t know where you belong to
I am there for you
J.W

Yo Mama

FYI

So I got a phone call earlier from a good friend of mine. He said Jen are you ok? I was like yes why? He asked me if he should call 911, silly, because of my poem that I had wrote. And then I just got this comment , about how this person would like to help me. Thank you!

Lol, like I said in my first post on this blog, a lot of my poems are inspired through my memories, or what people around me go through. I am NOT heart broken, not lonely or depressed, I am happier than I have been in a long time. I don't know why but a lot of my poems that I have been writing lately have been about relationships that didn't work out. It just pops up un my head and I have to start writing about it.

Thank you anyway though :-)

It hurts so much

Driven by feelings
That no one else has
It is hard to love
The thin ice is slippery too

I know that place
I have been there too
You see your coats
But they are floating away

Maybe it is going to help a little
Telling you that where you are right now
I know how it is

I am speaking from my heart
Believe me, I can see the sorrow and the pain

It hurts, it hurts so much

Alone and abandoned
From the rest of this world
You start to hate
What the soul disfigures

I am telling you this
To comfort you
Maybe it could help you
Not to start screaming

Damned and betrayed
Lost and sold
You can wait for a long time
But the pain doesn’t end

The heart that was drilled through by pain
Is choking by the burden
Maybe my words will help someone
To get more strength

I am speaking from my heart
Believe me, I can see the sorrow and the pain

It hurts, it hurts so much

J.W

This is how it is

It is so different than it looks like
So different as it seems
So different, that you can not figure it out like that
If you rhyme it that ignorant

With a lot of detailed love
Our creator made us
And so there is a lot
That you can not do without him
We are walking on threads
Of darkness and do not notice
That every one of our acts
Is a piece of the whole

In tangle it is hard to say
Who is a friend and whom an enemy
This is how we are going to tell
Some people say
That they make their decision out of their stomach
I hope it will be the correct one
Because that is how it is

The bottom soon will be the top
But the top will be soon gone
We are being lied to a lot
Until we notice what is really true
This is why our view of our world is blurry
Because she is shaking
But the truth that I am describing
We knew about it from day one
And that is how she is
J.W

Closer

So lately I have been feeling like Carry From Sex and the City. Haha silly me!
Where ever I go my laptop is with me. Not only that I am writing here, I started a poem journal too.
Let me start talking about the title closer though.
It is a beautiful rainy evenening and I just finished watching the movie CLOSER. Wow what a weird movie. It is about 2 couples who are in love with their partners, breaking up and getting together with their exs's partners. I have been through a lot in past relationships and know that love can be confusing, but not that confusing. What I never understood is, that if people just want to "fuck around" then why are they in a relationship. Just stay single people! Why do they try to commit and at the end hurt peoples feelings. The reason for a lot of people is that they want that kind of comfort it makes them feel safe in away. I mean we are all selfish at the end.

Gigi D'agostino

No matter how I feel, this always puts a smile on my face!

My body

Like I said in the beginning this blogspot will be a place where I wil let all of my thoughts down.FYI this might be too much for some people!
So my thoughts this weekend were all about my body.
It is funny how we all have a certain clock in our bodies.
Every morning I wake up at a certain time, 5.55 a.m. I am amazed with myself, because I am still tired at that time, but I do get up. I just have to gain 1 or 2 pounds and I know right away, because I bite my inner cheek. Like I did last night. Hehe it kind of pissed me of, but hey what can I expect. I had the worse hangover and for some reason I felt like a had a whole in my tummy. So my meal yesterday was ice cream! Dove ice cram, wow it's the best. Of course I knew that the reason for my ice cream craving just wasn't my hangover. It's the time of the month.After I stopped taking birth control, it is so unregular. The only time I know it's coming is when my breasts start hurting. The first day is always the worse.It's the worse pain ever.It feels like somebody is stabbing me in my abdomen. Oh I can not wait to be in labor!!! That was a joke! But I have to say that I am curious how it will fell when my body will change during pregnancy. It must be so amazing knowing that your child is growing inside of you.
Also, I am going to add something to my body soon. I am going to get a tattoo. I was thinking about it for a long time.I am doing it for myself. At first I thought, how would my future partner feel aout it, will it make me look dirty or slutish? It is going to be a small 1, and it will compliment me. I should of gotten it before, so now i will have to wait until after the summer. Since I love the beach, lakes, everything with water, and It would prob. be a hassle to keep it covered so it could heal right. Plus I want my tummy to totally be flat for it! Oh no I kind of gave it away, wher it is going to be.

Flaws and All

To my surprise I like this song. Although I really do not like stuck up Beyonce and her music, this song I like. It is just so simple and true!

Crazy Friday

Right now I am sitting on my bed, and am listening to Coralie Clement, who is an amazing french musician. Anyway let me start writing about my "crazy friday".

My work day went by pretty fast. Me and my co worker decided to go to the International Hoboken Film Festival. Our driver Tom gave us tickets, since his daughter is the producer of the movie. I live really close to Hoboken, so we decided on going to my apt. after work. We had a few cocktails. I usually don't drink that much but I have no Idea what happened yesterday! A friend told me not to long ago " Jen live a little". I think about it a lot.

Anyway so as we were getting ready we actually emptied a whole bottle. We were so tipsy and it was really refreshing walking to the train station. We were laughung because a lot of people were looking at us, I guess because it was only 6ish, we were all dressed up walking in the rain and were already tipsy. I COULD OF CARED LESS. On the train this nice couple gave us a bottle of wine, haha so we started 2 drink that 2. Arriving in Hoboken we had to look for the Festival. It was supposed to be by the Hudson, overlooking the Skyline. But due to the weather it was inside. When we arrived at the theatre it was already all seated. I was talking to this friendly guy, who got us chairs b4 the show started. Sorry Tommy but the movie was BORING. We only ended up staying 1 hour, we were way to hyper to sit there. We were debating if we should hop on the path, or to stay in hoboken. We actually stayed in Hoboken, and went to a Lounge "Lana". We got there so early so we were just relaxing and looking at all those young silly chicks, that were trying to impress the guys with their slutish dance moves. Missy used 2 dance 2, so we knew what we were talking about. We started to drink Margaritas, yes I am surprised to that I mention it in the plural version. Oh man all those calories....

I have not felt like this in such a long time. It was a good feeling.We couldn't wait any longer so we were the 1st ones on the dance floor. You would think that oher people would start dancing too. But no, everbody was standing around the dance floor and was watching us. It was like we were giving a show. The dj and 1 of the bouncers came over and asked if we were working 2night. Hehe they thought we were the dancers maybe because we were juming from 1 podest to the other.

After a while people started dancing 2. It felt like I was back at the LOVE PARADE. Allt they would play for the first hours was techno and trance. I loved it! It is so much fun dancing with Missy. Usually my friends sit down, and watch me which I don't mind, but Miss was there the whole time. She is as crazy as I am. At 1 point we got really crazy and freaky, and all the weird guys were around us, and you would see the girls giving us cruel looks. I bet you they thought we were lesbians. After a few hours we were dancing barefoot. A good friend of mine picked us up. He knows that I can get quite crazy when I am tipsy ( i mean I was drunk, lol) and he is a sweetheard. His girlfriend hates it !!!!

I really enjoyed myself.

This morning I felt a big mess. I slept for 3 hours!

I drove up 2 harlem, to get my friends and take them to JFK. Yes 2day my Maddis left. It was sad saying bye, but I'll see her soon. Going into her apt. was like going to a fleemarket. She gave me so many things. I love her style, I got a lot of her art work she couldn't take.

I was going to post a viedeo from last night, but I don't know how I did it, but I broke my camera last night, haha.

Coldplay- Yellow

Hudertwasser

So I a wanted to write something about one of my favorite artists, let me begin...

"People have to understand that they are the most dangerous vermin, that were and will be on this beautiful planet" by Friedensreich Hundertwasser

Friedrich Stowasser was born into a Jewish family in 1928 in Vienna Austria.
In 1949 he changed his name into Friedensreich Hundertwasser, which means “peaceful hundred waters”.
He suffered from a heart attack and died on the Queen Elizabeth 2 in 2000.
His artistic influence in painting and sculpture he even transformed into buildings.
His colorful paintings where inspired by nature and especially Egon Schiee and Gustav Klimt.
That is how the environmental activist created his own “Hundertwasser syle”.

He was very popular in Europe. He considered New Zealand as his official home (he was buried there too), where he lived on his boat “Regentag” (rain day).

Hundertwasser called the straight line the devils work, and shocked everybody with naked skin!
He said it was ungodly, because she does not occur in nature. That is why he demanded in his “moldy manifest” that the straight line should be banned.
From his manifest “Just carrying a straight line should be forbidden”.
Hundertwasser’s labyrinth, circle, spiral and raindrops style got its roots from the permanent tension and fear, that he had to live through during 1938-1945.
His work has been used for flags, stamps, coins, posters, schools, churches, public toilets in Germany and his adopted home of New Zealand.
His most famous flag is the Koru flag, which has been proposed as a secondary flag for New Zealand.
In 1999 he started his last project. Although he never finished this work completely, the building was put up a few years later in Magdeburg, a town in central Germany.

Artist, graphic designer, individualist, philosopher, environmental activist, architect – Friedensreich Hundertwasser’s life was his work, and his work his life.

Music

Music to me is everything, and I listen to it all the time. Starting from when I wake up.The first thing I do in the morning is turn on music. Of course depending on how I feel I listen to different genres. It can be from Tchaikovski to Marley, Cat Stevens,Bjoerk,Lustral, Matis,Beatles,Sean. I could go on and on. I love music! Even when I was young about 4 or 5, I always remember driving in my uncles car and singing to every song we listenend to. I grew up with music. There was never a time my moms would not play music, or wouldn't sing to me. Music is the reason to why I started dancing. I love to move to it in all different types of ways. It is funny though how shy I can be about it at times, although I know that I am very good at it.
Anyway I relate to music in so many different ways.